Hacked

My email was hacked today. It's the first time that happened to me. Although it's an email address I rarely use I've mixed feelings.

I feel embarrassed. Even though most people will know that I didn't send those emails, I still feel embarrassed. As if that email is a reflection of me?


I feel purged. Purged of those old addresses in my book which I really shouldn't keep anyway (ex-boyfriends, ex-friends, etc.)

I feel loss. It's my first email address ever. I still remember the afternoon in 10th grade computer class when I set it up with my friends: a boy I had a crush on and my best friend. 12 years is a long time. We've changed a lot, why not an email address change. But still...I will miss it.